Bizarre Relationships!!

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It was such a beautiful sight

before that voice bumped into my life

Pretending to be a victimized figure

It was a mind full of dirt inside

A figure too selfish

Yeah that’s what you’ll remain for life

Oh I've got no fear in saying that

Yeah you yes you, just get lost from my life

Sitting back with your melodrama

You tried to ruin it all

Your fake concern, fake words

Yeah you conspired, you faked it all

Sugar-coated venom that flows in your veins

you spewed and enjoyed, and kept spewing it on me

Now don’t act so innocent, don’t you try that on me

coz I’ve seen your ugliness, yeah, your selfish reality

Too fake it is, that its mere thought suffocates me

Probably that’s what you wanted, to dominate me

Yeah you wanted me to suffocate secretly in pain

by keeping everything inside of me

You wanted me to conceal my pain

You didn’t mind seeing my breath sinking in dark

You wanted to portray me wrong

Your care was so artificial; I couldn't take it any long

You knowingly rejoiced seeing me wither,
probably waiting in leisure for me to eventually die
You molded things and twisted thoughts

You were just a loser, Yeah I was so right

And that's what you will remain for life

Hard-hearted hypocrite, an inhumane tale

Enough of respect, enough of being patient

Enough of sinking in shrilling silence that’s so pale

I will wait for the time to turn,

I will not quit this soul-wrenching sail

I will never let you win this; yeah 
Time will lead you to your fate without any fail

By that time, pray to god to loosen the knot for you

coz you've been just wasting time unable to see through

My pale skin, my fading eyes, didn't bother you at all
Now take your voice away, or I'll hate you even more 
Yeah you, I hate you from the core of my soul

  

How could you be so hard-hearted?

coz that is not someone we call an angel like figure

You stand no chance in front of my angel my protector

Coz unlike you, she can’t see me fall and wither

Now stop crawling into my soul
Stop clinging onto my being,
keep that hypocrisy away from me

Don't want to see your face again

~~ © VANDANA VERMA

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